Maybe in the end I was able to forgive her because I knew how she felt, we are attracted not to looks but to people who make us happy ummm not even those people but those who do not make us feel alone. I think she never realized this but we both wanted the same thing from the start that was her happiness.
Alone and misunderstood I know how much hollow these make you. But when I see someone change their lives and drive it out of mess I feel I can keep on fighting. Maybe even I have a chance.
There are moments when we truly feel that we are with someone , we are someone and that moment my friends is what has always been worth fighting for.