Monday, December 8, 2014

Alone and still I stood behind them

Maybe in the end I was able to forgive her because I knew how she felt, we are attracted not to looks but to people who make us happy ummm not even those people but those who do not make us feel alone. I think she never realized this but we both wanted the same thing from the start that was her happiness. 

Alone and misunderstood I know how much hollow these make you. But when I see someone change their lives and drive it out of mess I feel I can keep on fighting. Maybe even I have a chance.

There are moments when we truly feel that we are with someone , we are someone and that moment my friends is what has always been worth fighting for. 

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Sadness that lingers

Sadness that lingers
that makes me feel shivers
my heart turns to stone
yet it refuses to leave
yet it refuses to leave me alone like the rest.

Did she really?

I refuse to love anymore
I refuse to cling to her anymore
I know it was love , true to my soul.
People say she left, she left me alone 
like the tender drops of tears that leave my eyes
but did she really?

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

The peculiar story of Kabir and Meera.


Kabir came running to the village by the sea shouting "the waves , they are coming in all there might". This looked so similar to what he said last week. The villagers shrugged off the warning. Though this discomforted them a little that this was the first time he said something similar , otherwise Kabir was known to come running with a distinct warning each single time for past many months. And only Meera , a girl from high grounds bored with her well mannered friends believed Kabir each single time.
Kabir as we know,by the elders stories,was a son of a thief and left alone by his parents to the pity of the villagers. Only Meera took him seriously though never did he acknowledge her , maybe that was the reason Meera wanted him to notice her. But Kabir was lonely. He kept pulling pranks to make people notice that he is alive or rather to make himself believe he is living. He missed his parents and Meera did see that and sadly only did she. It was a gloomy day and Meera sat on the boundary of the village hoping to see Kabir running past her soon and so did he.
Only she followed the footsteps of Kabir, the waves roared and stood mighty as God. And in the end the village by the sea was razed to its last standing tree.The destruction was seen by Kabir, standing stoic , on the hill beside the long mangrove trees and Meera crying on her knees.


Friday, May 9, 2014

Finding Light Finding Life



When all seem lost
When whole world seem to suffer
When even the golden sparrow
Sung melodies of sorrow
I wrote of sorrows
I wrote of loss
I wrote of suffering

As a tear finding its way to the world
Rolling down to the ground
I saw it reflect a light
My eyes looked for what was around

They blinked before they searched
And in that moment of darkness, in that blink
Was the end of long sorrowful darkness.
Darkness that kept me alone, hidden and empty.

My eyes opened and focused
They focused on the light
And in that light was where i saw happiness
I saw life, i saw myself
And in that light i saw you

When all seem lost
When whole world seem to suffer
When even the golden sparrow
Sung melodies of sorrow
I found you
And now i write of love
And now i write about you.


Saturday, April 5, 2014

First Verse.


This might be the last chapter
my life opens to me.
This might be one of those last stories
written beside the rotting tree.

The previous chapter
was dreamy , dread and dreary.
It was long  and calm
but it died with the fleeting fairy.

The words feel beautiful, peaceful and serene
as i look into your eyes.
Rain no more feels gloomy
and nights full of lies.

I might be writing the last verse
for her and first verse for you.
But beside this rotting tree
a new bud arises , calm and true.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

This night is the Darkest Night.




This night is the darkest night,
darker deeper mysterious than the previous nights.
The moon and the stars consumed by black clouds.
i roam underneath as the night is reap
and everyone is asleep.

Waves keep on coming
and tides roaring , rising and dying.
The storm strikes the ocean with its mighty thunder
I roam beneath as the clouds weep
and everyone is asleep.


Friday, January 10, 2014

Writing by the Golden Sea

i write not for thee
i write not for me
looking far and far into the golden sea
i write for calmness, pleasure , peace and glee.

maybe there is a place in a distant , dark land
i like to be
maybe there is place in a distant , dark land
that accepts me.

sometimes somethings in life
are never meant to be
peace was never outside
but in me , if only i could see.

my heart burns like the volcanic flames
if only this new year's cold and dry winds
lock this undying pain with its unending snow.
i hope then maybe there will be peace and 
i will be standing in the white field
cold , calm and alone.

i write not for thee
i write not for me
looking far and far into the golden sea
i write for calmness, pleasure , peace and glee.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

As it happened , it made me fall , it made me rise . 2013 .

"Pools of sorrow, waves of joy " this line sums up my 2013 and yet like the common folks here i reflect what i learnt.

13 Things 2013 taught me

1. The most difficult yet the simplest thing is to maintain our own identity, be original among billions of people. As a society we often need acceptance this is where we go wrong . A society though it may accept us ,if we follow its norms but if we take a different path than the society shuns us , rejects us  and eventually if we are still able to maintain our own identity it follows us.

2. The unpredictability of life is unquestionable .

3. People come and go , it doesn't matter , what really matters is who are with us for the moment and contrary to the bollywood perception people leave and there is something that we all need to learn is let go.

4. Attachments cause us harm , be it materialistic say for a car or be it a person . If you loose them you get hurt and hence refraining from getting attached is must for a peaceful life.

5. Beatles was one of the greatest band and  naruto is one of the best ongoing series .

6. Compliments do us more harm than good , it is as kabir das said keep the one who criticizes close for he makes you a better person by making you realize your mistakes.

7. We all can make a difference in someone's life , be it good or bad , but as bob the builder and also Obama said 'Yes we can'. 

8. Life is made up of small things , it is not about looking at a big things directly , it is all about collecting the pieces and joining them to form our own big moment and yet be ready to bet everything on the next turn of life.

9. Help comes only if you look for it ,An injured person should find the doctor , that is the rule one must generally follow, that is what i felt a year back . But sometimes help comes to those who are in need of it .

10. Bollywood movies can work on SRK charms alone. And when i say 'work' meant breaking every possible record.

11. Arrogance is one thing but believing in oneself is other . It is as the wise man say and i speak for them that empty vessels make the most noise , hence it is not even how we look , how well we carry ourselves and not even how well we do things , it has always been about believing that what we do is right and be ready to defend it anytime , yet accept any mistake or any false perception .

12. It is right to assume and always will be that life is like a river , its path is the one it itself creates.

13 Lastly its easy , All you need is love !!!

Happy new year people  !


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